I read this today in one of my friend's profile in Facebook and I felt that the words just quoted out the feelings which I tried so hard to express to the 1000 souls who are showering curses on me right now...and I failed miserably. And I will make no attempt to do so..for a simple fact: I care no more...

"I am strong because I know weakness. I am compassionate because I have experienced suffering. I am alive because I am a fighter. I am wise because I have been foolish. I can laugh because I have known sadness. I can love because I have known loss. I am someone who has weathered the storm but still loves to dance in the rain."

My entire existence has taken a 360 degree turn and I feel like a sand clock right now...turned upside down everytime..and the same feelings and happenings repeating again and again...I wish I could stop it right there for the last time..But with each happening..I have searched myself deeper and questioned myself and found out what and who I am...I am a mystery which no man can unfold. I want to seek refuge in my loneliness as my heart soars higher everytime I am just within myself...I am stronger and prouder...I tread into the darkest of waters and I fear no more...I am happy..I need no bonds..I need just myself...I am alive....

I have woven a world of my dreams...where I seek refuge whenever the stark reality crawls into my life...I close my eyes and I feel the magic of my dreams..everything seems so perfect...and beautiful...and it has made me the dreamer that I am....

To my friend...

I feel connected to you through those invisible threads of emotion..something behind those eyes my friend, told me those untold stories of your life...even though i never dared to ask you about them..i always wish you let go of those ever hidden pains and sacrifices..
There are times when I stopped myself from walking up to you and force you to speak something..atleast something...You express your emotions through the words you scribble on a sheet of paper...you never want your existence to be known..
Allow me to take your hand and lead you to the purest part of the universe..the ocean and walk into the waters and let yourself be washed off of all the agonies you suffer...friend  I may be another stranger amidst all..but I will be a silent listener and a friend when you need one.....

Hope you read this one day and understand what I want to let you know..again though those invisible threads of emotion....

Messiah....

At the whiff of the dusk dwelling on my conscience..

I was waiting..Travelling into the world of my imaginations..

I craved for the presence of an unknown..

When simple lies veiled my being..

And agony rooted deep in my heart..

The footsteps of a stranger slithered into my life..

The touch of his hand moved my soul..

The shadow of him left me faltering..

Guided by the stars and the blessings of the messiah..

I felt the presence of the unknown…

He took my hand and brought me back to life..

And my existence was made felt on this universe..

Sprinkles of emotions showered on me..

And I drenched in this pain called love..

An angel in disguise, he worked his charisma on me..

And, surrender did I…to him and to his Gods..

As I laid my dreams on his hands..

He caressed them and made them own..

You belong to my soul..

A certain touch of miracle you are..

A belief born out of ashes…

You are an answer to the calls of a solitary wanderer..

Drape me with your arms..and walk me through the Garden of Bliss..

I belong to you..

The Deep is calling for us to be gone..

Into the midst of eternity..