Destined....

The Sacred Ashes of Wisdom..

I scatter on the Earth beneath...

I lay my naked soul before the Gods of Disgrace...

Sanity clings to that last thread...

Torn...

Defying the vengeance of the angels...

I tread the Waters of the Belonged..

The nonchalance of the mourners,

Drag my existence to dust..

Chanting the last hymns of purity,

I let be devoured by the dark...

And lay still with moments of time... 
Forgotten and Forgiven.....

i give myself reasons to stay convinced that yes, i am doing things what i want to do, but at the end, I end up lying to myself, when I know, that all my efforts for doing things to make myself happy went all in vain..and at the end of the day, I go to bed, unconvinced and unhappy....

Broken Angel

I sink into this ecstasy of pain..
When this blood flows out these veins..
My conscience pronounces guilty..

I dread that night when it all went wrong..
I sought blood from my angel..
Silent tears crash around me now..

Call me a sinner and I am no saint..
As I blow away ashes from the shadows of the past..
Let me now cry before the tomb of the sufferer..

The soul heals to the voice of the angel..
And The Broken Angel now weeps..

Forbidden sins decorate my palm,
Caricature of lies.. embrace me no more..
The White wings are torn and I tore it again..